Stomp The Bitch

Have you ever just sat down and think to yourself, all the horrible shit you can do to people, who deserves it? Like for instance, taking your combat booted foot, and stepping on the bitch’s neck; or taking an African spear and put polka dots in a bitch. If I or you were to ever do that, we will be facing prison time right now. Why do people think they can say shit and not go through the consequences? Are you that stupid? How can you, make me hate you so much? Let’s get back to taking your life, no I’m not crazy. You’re just pushing me to the limit. When my cup is full, I will do the stomp the yard on you.

It Feels Fake

She can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel lost. 

They don't know her story. 

Many of them see her smile, but don't know it's fake.

They hear her talk,but they don't listen when she speaks.

Wait! She wears many masks. To hide what?

All smiles, No laughter. For some weird reason, she feels happy to know, their there for her.

She has few, who would turn their back on her. But it feels fake.

 

You Are Not Worth It.

I have a lot to lose if i touch you. You don't have a lot going on, and you can care less. I'm will show you who i am and what I'm made of. Why are you so angry? Do you hate yourself that much? You are not Hercules, you're more like a lost sheep, looking for it's master. You were once a person i could talk and tell everything to, but now everything is tarnished. You can't see eye to eye. You will never understand!! Will you spend your whole life, fighting with the people who are trying to care about you? Well, I'm done with you. I don't need this stress. I have to much going for me, to care about your bullshit. You need to cool it can let it be. Evil companions bring more hurt than profit. That's what you are, an evil companion. I hope i don't have to speak or interact with you ever again. You're a cancer to my health. I will dispose of you.

She & He

She doesn't know she's pretty, but he does.

She confident, but he's egotistical.

She's challenges him, he makes her annoyed

He expensive, she's mediocre

He's carefree, she's apprehensive   

Are they the perfect match?

Do they know they need each other?

Will they be happy if they forget everyone?

She loves him

He loves her

So what happens now?

Love vs Fear

My lips are sealed when i have just that perfect moment to talk to you. My feet are nailed to the ground when you walk by. My eyes smile when you, look into them. My heart stops,when you're not there. What i'm trying to say is, i like you. I feel like a breeze in your world, you know i'm there but you pay no attention. I should tell you my feelings, but i'm not confident. We come from the same world, but yet so different. I just don't know what to do. Is it rejection i fear? Can i really commit to a relationship, after being bruised very traumatically? What ever it is, i intend on erasing it out of my life for good! I don't want that one someone to come into my life, and never being that light in their day. You maybe just a high school crush, but i feel like you might help me to get over these fears. How can that be though? That's an answer i'm willing to find out soon.   

                                       

THIS TRICK

YOU WANT TO START A NEW WAR BITCH, AND THAT’S WHAT YOU’RE GOING TO GET. I DON’T KNOW HOW YOUR HOME LIFE IS, BUT YOU ALWAYS CREATE DRAMA FOR PEOPLE. YOU THINK YOU’RE ALWAYS RIGHT WHEN IT COMES TO IRRELEVANT SHIT. TRICK, HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT I DON’T KNOW YOU? WHEN YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO THE HELL I’AM ? YOU BETTER CHECK YOURSELF 1,2,3 TIMES AND MORE BEFORE STEPPING UP. YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE TO EVER GET IN A FIGHT WITH AN EASY GOING PERSON EVER. YOU’RE ALWAYS TRYING TO RUN COMPETITION WITH ME.  LIKE, FOR REAL TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS. GROW THE HELL UP AND EAT CHEERIOS. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING THAT I DON’T HAVE DON’T RUB IT IN MY FACE BITCH. I’M THAT TYPE OF PERSON TO BE HAPPY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND IF YOU CAN’T SEE THAT THEN, THAT’S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM. WHY ARE YOU ACTING ALL THAT, WHEN YOU’VE ONLY BEEN HERE FOR 4 YEARS. LIKE REALLY TRICK, IS THE CEREAL THAT GOOD? ALL I’M SAYING IS, YOU NEED TO GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU’RE GOING TO LOOSE ALL YOUR FRIENDS STARTING WITH ME. I’M DONE WITH YOU. YOU CALLED ME FAKE SO MANY TIMES. NOW IT’S MY TURN TO CALL NAMES. I CAN’T BE SILENT NO MORE. YOU POKE A CLAM AND FLUFFY BEAR. NOW THIS BEAR UP AND I WILL CLAW YOU. MAN YOU PISS ME OFF!!!!!!

Movies & Shows

When i watch movies and television shows, about people and their unique love. I know that it's all fake, but i also know the writer of that show or movie, may have experience something close to that or even beyond. I may be only 17 years old, but i know what i want in life. Are you laughing yet? My life has taught me to take what i want when i need it. But to me, love is one thing that i need to wait for. You see when i watch television i escape into a world that is control by different people. Hearing their voices, hearing their thoughts ,listening to their cries and worries. It doesn't have to said to be heard, all i have to is watch. Even though i may not know the world story, from cover to end. I know what i want, and i intend on, to read it well

The Hard Start

So this may be the only way i can get my thoughts out and not feel scared and insecure. When i think about how i can make my life better, but my mind always goes blank. Not many people think the world of a teenager is hard.(Excluding teenagers of course.) So let me tell you now....IT'S FREAKING HARD! It's hard, when you don't have support of the people that clams to love you. It's hard when you have friendships that are on a roller-coaster path. The hardest is not appreciating your own self. Always looking down on yourself. Looking at your reflection, and thinking, "what can i change". This is my hard start. Will it change? MAYBE!!