The Hard Start

So this may be the only way i can get my thoughts out and not feel scared and insecure. When i think about how i can make my life better, but my mind always goes blank. Not many people think the world of a teenager is hard.(Excluding teenagers of course.) So let me tell you now....IT'S FREAKING HARD! It's hard, when you don't have support of the people that clams to love you. It's hard when you have friendships that are on a roller-coaster path. The hardest is not appreciating your own self. Always looking down on yourself. Looking at your reflection, and thinking, "what can i change". This is my hard start. Will it change? MAYBE!!