I REALLY DON'T KNOW

I really don’t know anymore, I tried to be this person everybody expect of me; but then I again I really don’t know what they want. (OK I HAVE AN IDEA.) I just really feel bad about myself sometimes! I’m fucking 17 and I have to wait for shit to be done for me. I have to wait for the parent’s approval to have a cell phone, do things my way. I’m just sick and tired of the controlling!!!! I DON’T EVEN KNOW…………….. I JUST WANT TO BE ME AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SHIT…. IREALLY DON’T KNOW ANYMORE AND THAT’S WHAT SUCK!